You think this is about you. It isn't. You are a fool. A side character. A supporting role with a limited view and understanding of the bigger picture. You can’t see others. My agenda? I don't like the implication.
Get a phone call in the middle of the night. It's from a blocked number. Don't want to answer it. But the ringing wakes me and I answer without even realizing. I wait. Try to sound awake. "Hello." I say.