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You think this is about you.
It isn't.
You are a fool. A side character. A supporting role with a limited view and understanding of the bigger picture.
You can’t see others.
My agenda? I don't like the implication.
Somewhere along the line, you signed up for this moment. 
It was a long, long time ago. Don't you remember? 
So don't give me any shit for dragging you down. You really think this is more my mess than it is yours? There you go again with that stubborn limited understanding of the scheme of things. 
It’s an unwillingness to see the invisible hands in or up your sleeves. How you've influenced anything.
You affect everything. 
Don't be so irresponsible. We share this. 
The blame. It's not real. And yet we accepted it.
All of us.
We share responsibility.
To all side characters: Do not elevate yourself to some point above that. 
Still. 
None of us means anything.
The time passes backwards and all you ever think about is the weather.
Stay in the moment and pay attention, not to what you think is going on, but to reality.
Can you do that?
Distance yourself from your own skewed perception.
What you think doesn’t matter.
Don't be so goddamned self involved. We have been over this.
Can you be sure of anything you aren’t there to witness first-hand? And even then, witnessing implies the idleness to which you have become so accustomed. 
Never act.
No, that would be too much to ask of you.